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[themadone]

The morning started off fairly badly with a major anxiety wibble. I couldn't find my watch and much like oxygen or legs, I can't exist without it. After much frantic searching about the house I eventually found it in my jeans' pocket where I'd already looked about 10 times already. Cue much sighing of relief.

Things thankfully picked up after that. A nice cycle to Staines (no sign of nemy this time). Got a coffee at W&E Central. The cute coffee selling girl gave me a discount, apparently because I'm a regular. She then did the same thing for the next person to come along too. I wonder if she's being overtly nice to me and then trying to cover it up by then being nice to other people whilst I'm adding sugar substitute? Maybe she's just vying for a tip - something I hadn't realised coffee sellers should get normally. Maybe I'm just over analysing this? The latter is probably more likely.

Still...she is cute. :)

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[cryx]

evidence for the case for the prosecution:
wonder if she's being overtly nice to me and then trying to cover it up by then being nice to other people whilst I'm adding sugar substitute? Maybe she's just vying for a tip - something I hadn't realised coffee sellers should get normally. Maybe I'm just over analysing this?

And you say you don't think... ha!

[themadone.livejournal.com]

Thats not thinking, thats wiffling. If that were thinking, I'd have come to some kind of conclusion. Instead, I'm no clearer on the subject at all.

And that was done when I was alone. I'm even worse at thinking in public.

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[cryx]

aaahhh i see where the mis apprehension is coming in. You can think without coming to a conclusion. infact most thinking has no conclusion. So you have been thinking all this time.. just calling it wiffling..

[themadone.livejournal.com]

Well not all this time. I do have moments of utter blankness where my brain doesn't seem to be doing anything at all. Usually when someone asks me what I'm thinking about.

Still doesn't mean I'm complex though.